Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in Stef's LiveJournal:

Friday, May 26th, 2006
1:36 pm	They want to chop your COCK off so here i am sitting in my cousin's kitchen. the week has been good. I got my hair done today (pictures on myspace, comment and tell me what you think). This weekend we are going to Russell Island and if im lucky maybe ill make some freinds (its unlikly cause they are all homophobic plus im lame). im reading the joy luck club which is pretty nifty, I like it alot. oh yea i got my cell back so give me a call if you want. anyway, see ya. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Sex Changes- The Dresden Dolls (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 11th, 2006
11:34 am	oh man so i just worked out with Pam G, and man, I'm sore. This woman is 60 YEARS OLD, and she just like kicked my ass. I've never been so sore in my life. I think me and Pops are going to see a moving tonight which will be nice, i need to get out. I'm probably not leaving to go to Detriot till like next Thursday or Friday because Dr. Heartman says she can't find a replacement for me in a week. I wanna go out this weekend and do something fun...I donno maybe I'll get off my ass and call someone or something. I REALLY want to go to The Food Project with Stephanie but I don't know if she's going to go this weekend. I need ass. yes i am a horny hormonal teenage girl and I wanna hook up with a hot guy. Wow i feel like such a male. Eh, whatever. I doubt I'll get anything good in DEtriot (all they have there is homophobic homosexual manly men). Current Mood: chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
9:50 am	ok cool nothing new im just kinda bored and decided i would write in my livejournal cause im cool and whatever even though im not and i should be killing myself as we speak haha no jk but yea really. anyway im hoping to be shipped off to DEtriot soon to get away from my parents and what not (i love them dearly not they are crazy....pther stuff too i guess). I'm gonna get my license soon which would be super cool because then i could drive myself off a cliff haha no jk but yea really. Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
3:09 pm	So yea I was reading Aubyn's livejournal and I read this: . i like blew up in the mac lab last night. i was just like reading my friends livejournal, and i just like casually "found out" that im not going to see her again for a long time. like, what the hell? so i started crying and katherine got all pissed at me and said that i was immature, which is true. . I kind of have a feeling that it's about me, but see I don't know.....it could be someone else? Man I miss that girl. . So everything was good today at it, but I got in trouble a couple of times. The first time was me and this guy Niko were writing notes to each other during a group. Pretty much we were talking about how he doesn't do alot of drugs anymore and how he could show me sometime....well something like that. But we also breifly talked about the song "ADIDAS"(all day I dream about sex) by Korn. So anyway the adult was like " are you writing about something that relates to this?" and the kid Niko was like "No, I could read it to you". O man I was so scared I thought he was going to read the part about weed, but no he was like "well there's this song called 'all day I think about sex'", and then the adult was like "Ok, that's enough." The second time we got in trouble was because me and that kid Niko agian decided to snort the k=guy Briean's splenda, just for shits and giggles.....well then that was brought up in the group meeting with all the immportant adults there and they just kinda looked at us scornfully. IT WAS JUST SUGUR! But anyway they didn't get mad at us because I guess that's not what they do there. Oh yea and after the day was over this guy Grahm showed me this AWSOME cd store. They sell all used cds and dvds for really cheap. I got the Maxeen cd just because it was like five dollars. . I want Vicky. I don't know if I'll be able to hang out with her on Wednesday though, because my mom's an ass and a half. boo (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 3rd, 2004
3:05 pm	Hey, so today was my first day, and it was pretty good. It's really hilarious because your hanging out with a room full of alcholics, potheads, anerexics, cutters, and people on anti-sycotics all day. But everyone was really nice. We talked about feelings and how we get feelings and how we manage feelings and how we act on feelings ect ect. Everyone seemed to now what they were talking about because me and this other kid were the only new kids and the other guy had already gone to a mental hospital where they practiced these "skills". He also new one of the girls there so it was kinda uncomfortable because I was the only one that didn't know anyone, like everyone would go off on breaks with there buddies and I would just kinda hang out....by myself. But whatever, today was only the first day, tomorrow I'll know everyone alittle bit better. I gave my dogs mohawks last night. Penny's is uneven and Moca's you can barly tell is there, but besides that they are awsome. The dogs smell really good too because I took a shower with them and they used my shampoo and conditioner. Speaking of hair, who ever is reading this has to comment telling me wiether or not I should die my hair black or some other color, but I really do have my heart set on black. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
3:28 pm	This morning I went to Andrea's coming of age thing, which was actually quite inlightening. I liked it. I think my dad is going to take me out driving today, which is going to be fun but pathetic. I want to dye my hait black. Kathrine Buttler said that she'll dye it for me..... I don't know. Do yo think I should dye it black? Perhaps even another color? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 1st, 2004
10:31 pm	me and ardy are talking about how we want to sneak out sometime.  wow we are such bad asses. I went out to dinner with my mom, my dad, alex, and robin (family friend) tonight.  I was boring, and I'm really tired.  I feel like I don't know Alex anymore, like we're cousins that only see each other once a year or something.  I try really hard to relate to her and be her buddy or whatever but it's hard.  I'm really shy around her, and I feel like she doesn't know the real me.  She thinks I'm really childish and inexperienced, which I suppose is what I present to her.  We really are so different, and at such different times in our life.  Alex is really about 6 years ahead of everyone else her age, which makes it that much harder to relate to her. I'm listening to 80s music. I start up on Monday.  It's in Harvard Square so I think I'm going to take the T back every afternoon.  But not for the first few days, cause Mommy doesnt trust me.  I'm trying to be really optimistic about the whole thing, because I think it will help.  It's gonna be scary, like the first day at a new school.  I hope the kids play nice. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
3:21 pm	Alex came home last night.  I am trying to prevent all hell from brakeing out, and so far, it hasn't been that bad.  I'm going to go out with her and my mom at 4:30 for lunch.   I kinda want to hang out with Vicky, but I don't know if I'll be able to.  About three people have called me to conferm that I gave Vicky and Lawrence hicky's.  Yes, I did.  I want to go shopping with Alex. Shit I should do homework. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:05 pm	Heyy kiddos. So yea in case you didn't know I'm at home. I wish I could say it was a party but it's not. I'm going to be hear till like the end of May I think. So far I've just kinda been hanging out. Last night I went out to dinner and a movie with Ardy, Grey, Vicky and Andrea. We saw Mean Girls which was alot better then I had expected. I think I'm gonna hang out with the Vicsters today, woot. (Comment on this)